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ah, crapload…I’m getting a B in chemistry

But this doesn’t include tests!

I think I am really getting an A-….rwwaaaarrrrr

About Me

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now
(don’t list names)

1. You take too long to get ready. It is a waste of time, no one is really looking that closely at you.
2. You give up little for much. Stop complaining, there is no point in it. Do you just like the sound of your own voice?
3. Stop being so egotistical. It’s annoying.
4. Stop depending on me. You’ve done so for the past 19 years. It’s time to stand up on your own two feet.
5. Send those weekly writing responses before the weekend. It’s considerate.
6. I actually don’t want to major in Biochemistry.
7. I don’t like going home.
8. I wish I could be like you.
9. I miss you.
10. I love you.

Nine things about yourself:

1. I actually like makeup.
3. I really want to learn how to draw, dance and play piano
4. I fall in love easily
5. I am bossy at times
6. I love to sing in the shower
7. I love to sleep
8. Blogging is a secret addiction of mine
9. I like mmorpgs, but get bored of them easily

Eight ways to win your heart

1. Give me little gifts
2. Call me
3. Ask me to dinner/lunch/breakfast
4. Smile
5. The feather of a touch
6. Find something that we both share
7. Laugh
8. Be in my dreams

Seven things that cross my mind a lot

1. I don’t get enough sleep
2. Enough of this shit. I should just drop out of college
3. Why am so stupid?
4. Why do accomplish so little?
5. Everyone is better than me.
6. What do love and kisses feel like?
7. How is he doing?

Six things you wish you never did

1. Saw BacMD/TAB and decided it was too much work
2. Ignore him
3. Acting stupid/ignorant
4. Deleting the memories
5. Breaking the upload/download limit
6. Not study.

Five turn offs

1. Bad teeth/breath
2. A big nose
3. Shorter than me
4. Ignoring me
5. Excessive facial hair

Four turn ons

1. Blue eyes
2. Good sense of humor
3. Kindness and caring
4. Not afraid to show feelings

Three smileys that describe your life

1. =]
2. XD
3. =P

Two things you want to do before you die

1. Travel around the world
2. Feel fulfilled

One confession

1. I am cynical towards love.

[Dream]

i actually had this dream yesterday, and didn’t manage to type it up

I’m at school, and someone runs by me telling me that Hannah Montana is doing a show on our campus. We run to the auditorium, but on the way, some one runs towards us in the opposite direction in a blue shirt. he starts saying, “Secret Show!” So we stop, and suddenly Hannah comes out with a big smile and announces, “I’m going to give one of these apartments away to a lucky person!” She points at the red and orange buildings around her, which look strangely like Parkside 1 and 2. My friends whispers to me, saying ” Wow, if you win, you can keep it forever and children and live her for free while they go to school.” I nod as I watch Hannah pull out white envelopes from her bag. She waves them around, and throws them up into the air. I snatch one and open it.

Inside, there are two $500,000 bills, one $150,000 bill and one $25,000 bill.

ficelt: sunset

The sun set hours ago, but it was still light. The lantern, a flickering candle encased in a metal case, sat silently on the grass next to Ella. It cast its warm yellow light on her and the tree she was leaning upon, creating shadows that waved to and fro and as the flame leaped and fell.

Ella sighed, a heavy one that seemed to come from the depths of her lungs before coming out her mouth. It was hard, this feeling. She shook her head, her brown curls falling softly on her shoulders before closing her eyes.

Where had they first met?

People say that the friends that you cherish most are the ones you don’t remember meeting at all. You just were acquaintances one day, and best friends the next.

The problem was, Aiden wasn’t exactly a friend.

No, no. He was more that.

Still, Ella can’t remember where they met. Her eyes moved from side to side and lips pursed while she pondered thoughtfully.

Was it last year during the harvest? Ella could remember Aiden coming to help her father with picking of apples. Sweetest, crunchiest apples in all of Browney, Mr. Teriker always said, holding up a shiny red fruit and biting into it with zest. Aiden…apples…

Ella could remember his tanned body glistening with sweat in the sunlight…and his flirtatious smile that he reserved just for her.

No, no. That wasn’t when she met him. That’s because Ella could remember their lips meeting in a fiery kiss behind the barn, hands groping and touching all over her body…and her little brother Evan caught them. That took a lot of work to cover up.

A slight smile graced her face, remembering the bribes and chores she had to take over.

The Spring Festival maybe? Flowers and butterflies were everywhere that day…no, no. Aiden gave her a dozen red roses that day, much to the delight of Missus Reuters. The said roses were then well hidden from Ella’s parents as Ella tried desperately to assure them that no, Aiden was not going to run away with her and rape her and leave her for dead.

So when was it?

She couldn’t remember.

Her face fell.

It’s the end, and she can’t even remember the beginning.

A crunch of careful footsteps.

A shadow.

“Ella…”

She turned slowly, and looked into Aiden’s blue eyes. At once, her face rose and fell as she got up and desperately threw her arms around him, burying her head into his shoulder.

Aiden returned the hug, patting her hair softly.

Her tear streaked face lifted up suddenly, as her lips sought his.

A feverish kiss, full of unadulterated passion.

They kissed long and hard, losing themselves in the act.

Forget leaving. Forget the military. Forget the war. Forget duty. Forget responsibility.

These unspoken words passed between them, their feelings bubbling up inside.

Don’t leave me. Don’t forget me. Don’t forget us. Don’t forget happiness.

…but most of all, don’t forget love.

wtf.

what the heck is wrong with me today?

I can’t do anything properly…

I just came back from a shower in which I:

1. Put Benzoyl Peroxide in my hair
2. Used conditioner before shampoo
3. Dropped the cleaning cloths
4. Ripped the puff thing
5. Accidentally  put the water to too hot

Seriously, wth?

I can’t type properly. I can’t even eat properly- food just misses my mouth and falls out. I can’t eat until I am full. I had 4 cookies, soda, and a bag of chips today. I forgot an essential step in my chem lab report.

AGH.

PSA #1:  Please remember to bring your key. I am sick of opening doors for people.

PSA #2: Please respect public property. It is disrespectful, rude and obnoxious to leave random junk in the hallway, sink, toilets, and shower stalls. Seriously, hair in every drain, 1 razor and 3 bottles of empty hair products is too much.

Ficlet: Hear Me Out

I refuse to be ignored. I refuse to fade into background. I refuse to be just another random, insignificant person on the street. I refuse to be unrecognized by the means of you.

Don’t you understand?

I guess not.

You’re just one of those people that is so full of themselves that they cannot see what is happening around them. You egotistic bastard- you make fun of everything I say to you, even when they are serious matters.

What am I to you?

I guess I’m just another girl who just happened to walk into your life. Yes, I’m sure many more will come in the future and beyond, but you know, it’s considerate to think of the people that you call “friends.”

You say we are friends.

Ha, is all I can reply with. Do friends have nothing to say to each other when they are alone? Do friends give no viable reason for forgetting or missing meeting times? Do friends pretend the other doesn’t exist?

I guess in your vocabulary “friends” is the same as “acquaintances.”

You’re a twisted person, believing that abusing your friends is the same as loving them.

it’s rather troublesome to set up a meal with someone only to have them say, “I can’t make it” without a reason…that’s sort of impolite, isn’t it?

Random

So A. Hardin asked the class today:

“What are the similarities between Geek Love and White Teeth?”

Of course, being the complete dolt I am, I immediately thought:

“Why, they both have orange covers, duh!”

*headdesk*

Alice nine. meme =]

How did you first hear about alice nine?
From my friend Ilyas. We both liked the song “Rose” by Anna Tsuchiya, so he told me to try listening to this band.

What was the very first song you ever heard, and your impression of it?
Velvet. I cringed at Shou’s voice xD

What was your first impression of the band?
Shou’s voice = O.o

What was your first impression of Shou?
Deep, powerful and strong voice

What was your first impression of Hiroto?
O.o

What was your first impression of Tora?
The cool, quiet guy

What was your first impression of Saga?
The bassist

What was your first impression of Nao?
Cute drummer ^^

You’ve been a fan of alice nine for about how long?
about a year and a half

Why do you like alice nine?
the members!

Do any of your friends also like alice nine?
Ilyas and Kimberly =]

What other bands do you like?
the GazettE, Kagrra, 12012, Duel Jewel, NEWS, Daughtry, Linkin Park, Yellowcard

Who’s your favorite member and why?
Saga! ♥

What’s your favorite song and why?
Shunkashuutou – lovely song, speaks of friendship

What’s your favorite single and why?
Jewels- I love all the songs on it!

What’s your favorite song off the album Zekkeishoku?
Q.

Whose compositions do you like the most?
Saga or Tora?

What’s your favorite thing about Shou?
Smile in casual pics~!

What’s your favorite thing about Hiroto?
His “dancing” while playing (spinning, more like)

What’s your favorite thing about Tora?
His elegant handsome look.

What’s your favorite thing about Saga?
He’s SEXY!

What’s your favorite thing about Nao?
His cuteness

Which member of alice nine do you find the most attractive?
Saga

Which member of alice nine do you find the least attractive?
Hiroto

Which member of alice nine do you most relate to?
Hm, Shou or Saga

Which member of alice nine do you find to be the most talented?
Hm.

What is Shou’s most physically attractive feature?
The real smile.

What is Hiroto’s most physically attractive feature?
His dorkiness?

What is Tora’s most physically attractive feature?
Black hair phase!

What is Saga’s most physically attractive feauture?
His face? xD

What is Nao’s most physically attractive feature?
SMILE and dimples!

Have you attended an alice nine live? How many?
No.

Where was your first alice nine live?
Nowhere.

What are your impressions of alice nine live?
They have stage charisma

How many alice nine CDs (singles, albums, mini albums) do you own?
none. T.T

Do you own any other alice nine goods? If so, like what?
Posters and flyers! Hehe- Jewels and White Prayer

Do you own Alice in Wonder Film?
nope

Are there are pinups or posters of alice nine up on your wall?
Yes X]

How many alice nine mp3’s do you have?
Every one they released

What alice nine songs often play on your playlist?
Jewels, Blue Planet, Shunkashuutou

What’s your most cherished alice nine item?
Poster!

What alice nine item do you want the most?
ALPHA

What’s your favorite alice nine style (costumes)?
Blue planet!

What’s your favorite Shou-look (style/costume)?
Hello, dear numbers

What’s your favorite Hiroto-look (style/costume)?
blue planet. (the hoodie x) )

What’s your favorite Tora-look (style/costume)?
Alpha, the black suits him

What’s your favorite Saga-look (style/costume)?
tsubasa

What’s your favorite Nao-look (style/costume)?
jewels

Please tell us your favourite CD jacket.
mmhmmm

Do you or have your ever cosplayed alice nine? If so, which styles or costumes??
no.

What’s your favorite alice nine “trademark”?
Shunkashuutou encore

How often do you visit alice nine’s official homepage?
once a month maybe>?

What do you think about the official site?
I hate the Alpha one because it doesn’t work on firefox D:

Do you own an alice nine website? If so what’s the address?
no.

Are you a member of club ALICE?
Nope.

Have you written any letters or sent any gifts to alice nine?
I have not.

Right now, if you could give the members a present, what do you think you’d give them?
um. Hugs?

What alice nine song makes you the happiest?
SHUNKASHUUTOU!

What alice nine song makes you the saddest?
none?

What are your favorite alice nine lyrics?
Shunkashuutou?

What alice nine song best inspires you?
See above xD

What alice nine song do you love to sing along to?
Q.

What alice nine song have you been listening to a lot as of late?
Jewels

Which alice nine song do you like to listen to while you drive?
I don’t drive

What alice nine song makes you want to get up and move (dance, hop, mosh, break, etc.)?
To be honest, none.

What alice nine song would you recomend to someone who is interested in listening to alice nine?
shunkashuutou xD

How do you feel about alice nine’s change over the years musically?
I like it

How do you feel about alice nine’s change over the years visually?
Hm, they have their ups and downs, I guess

What is your most cherished memory of alice nine?
finding their blog?

Would you ever get an alice nine related tattoo?
no.

Have you ever named a pet after an alice nine member?
No. XD I

Is being an alice nine fan a good thing?
Sure?

Do you think there are any bad things about being an alice nine fan?
Not really

When did you realize that you were really an alice nine fan?
when I decided to download everything.

What do you think about alice nine’s fans?
They’re mostly nice.

Have you experienced any kind of influence after becoming an alice nine fan?
No. o_O

Describe alice nine in one word.
VK

Describe Shou in one word.
Voice

Describe Hiroto in one word.
Bunny

Describe Tora in one word.
Elegant

Describe Saga in one word.
Sexy

Describe Nao in one word.
Cute

If you could spend one day with Shou, what would you do?
Have fun xD

If you could spend one day with Hiroto, what would you do?
idk…

If you could spend one day with Tora, what would you do?
Talk.

If you could spend one day with Saga, what would you do?
Oogle.

If you could spend one day with Nao, what would you do?
Eat. And Starbucks.

Honestly, which member has the best reflexes?
Uh?

Honestly, who is the smartest member?
Tora?

Honestly, who is the most perverted member?
Nao xD His “foot massager”

Your third favourite member is?
Nao

What role would you put the following members in? Please give your reason.

- Who would you marry -> Shou

- Who would be your boyfriend/girlfriend -> Saga

- Who would be your friend -> Nao

- Who would be your sibling -> Tora

- Who would be your pet -> Hiroto

Do you like Givuss?
They’re alright.

Do you like Baquepia?
Never heard anything.

Do you like Fatima?
Never heard anything.

Do you like Delta Ark?
No clue.

If you could meet only one member of alice nine, who would it be and why?
Shou

What would you like to say to Shou?
get sleep!

What would you like to say to Hiroto?
spppiiinnnnn

What would you like to say to Tora?
take care of yourself

What would you like to say to Saga?
hot

What would you like to say to Nao?
come eat with me xD

What would you like to say to the managers and staff?
thank you! <3

Something you desire of alice nine in the future?
more fun, candid stuff

And finally, how will you always remember alice nine?
the first band I fangirled over

Rumors

So Noel and I went over to Vickie’s room last night to talk about our housing situation for next year, but we somehow started talking about different topics.

Of course, they had to talk about Alex.

Their conclusion was that he hated Noel and my friends because he was jealous of them being with me all the time.

Like he was so nice to me while he was mean to them.

I think Vickie actually said that he liked me out loud.

They made it plain that they believed that Alex liked me, in a romantic sort of way.

What to do about this?

I remember the last time Noel, Alex and I went to Parkside- she kept saying that I should find a boyfriend that’s nice to me and other stuff while Alex was around. I think it was her way of warning Alex, haha.

I don’t think that he likes me that way anyways. He was kinda bland during our lunch yesterday.

Though that email that facebook sent me at 5am on the 14th saying that he wrote on my wall was veeeerrrry suspicious.